My darling wife
I received a box
from home yesterday containing
tea sugar and writing paper.
the latter was very much needed
indeed–of the former we had
a very good supply–I dont
know who sent the box–as
Mittie directed it but am
much obliged to whoever did.
I have seen John Lewis several
times lately. he is not very far
from where we are–we are
stationed permanently but he has
to go wherever there is occasion
he told me, the last time I saw
him to write home as he had
no paper–I shall divide mine
with him. I have received no
letter from you for ten days–I
know you have written, but the
mails are so irregular that I
have’nt received them–this
accounts for your not receiving
mine–Capt Preston however sent
me word yesterday that he would
forward my letters–I will send
this to him today. there is no
local news–we are still facing
the enemy–There is some firing
almost every day, but not many
casualties.
As the whole army of the
Potomac is down here, I am
afraid Albemarle will be
in the possession of the enemy
I dont see sufficient
reason for the old people
and other noncombatants
removing, as they will be
subject to no greater
inconvenience that not
hearing from their
friends & relatives in
the Southern army,
but I will want to see
you, if I can have a
chance and would
advise you, if the
event I speak of is
likely to occur, to make
some arrangement to
place yourself on the
south side of James
river.
As the conscription bill
will include me, I
think I shall join
Jimmy’s company
Congress & the Legislature
have treated us
shamefully–I hope also
by joining Jimmy’s
company to see you
before long
No one seems to understand the
conscription bill and I doubt whether
the Governor himself does but I am
afraid it will keep all the twelve
months volunteers in for the war
for at the end of two years
they can play the same trick–
the promises of 60 days furlough
is all fudge, we have had that
ever since we have been in the
service and not one has received
it–I would not mind all this
so much if I could see you
occasionally.
I am very sorry to hear
of Campbell’s misfortune
and hope it is not so
bad as reported. Gilmer
Breckenridge told me of
it–a letter from
Mittie to John Lewis
bestowed the same
information. I am
very anxious to hear
from you–why didn’t
you write by Major
Magruder?
And now my precious wife
you dont know how much
I want to see you. I believe
my not seeing you is the
greatest affliction I have
yet undergone. let me know
in your next what letters
you have received from me
I have written every chance
How is Ma? Give my
best love to her and all
at home
With a heart full of
love for my darling
wife I am her
devoted Husband
[letter no. 2 of the same date]
My darling wife
I have just received your two letters dated
from Richmond and must say that while I am truly
glad at another indication of your unselfish devotion
to your husband, I cannot consent to you coming
to Yorktown–There is no place for you to stay
and it is impossible for me to leave the redoubt
in which I am located–You know that I would
give anything in the world to see you; you know
that I love you with all my heart and hence
must know that I have come to this decision
from the sternest necessity–You asked me in your
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letter if a heart ful of love was to be prized
you know that I prize your heart ful of love
and it will be a great consolation and pleasure
to me in whatever circumstances I may be
placed to recollect that there was one true
woman devoted to me–
Be of good courage and trust in
a kind and heretofore merciful Provi-
dence that we may be permitted to see
each other again soon–
Your devoted & loving Husband.
[two unsigned letters of Howe Peyton Cochran, 1st Virginia Artillery]
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