1862 October 19 Washington, D. C.

[from the diary of the Rev. Francis Butler, chaplain of the 25th New Jersey]

Sun 19.  fine day – but very high wind at sunset – feared
it would blow camp fires on tents – Chapls. of Brigade
met at my tent & arranged Brig. service –
In morng Chapl. of 4th Pen Cav. spoke at my service
at 4, the Brig. met in mess – a Universalist Chapl. read
[1st?] [hymn?]– Meth – prayed.  Cong. preached.  I prayed & read
last hymn – large number out, very impressive
visitor sick, talk & prayer with Lt. Col A. & held
seven tent py meetgs at Evg.   good deal engaged.

[transcript by Mary Roy Dawson Edwards]

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1862 October 19 Chapel Hill, N.C.

[from the diary of Eliza Oswald Hill, refugee from Wilmington, N.C.]

Sunday 19th  A bright beautiful day–cloudless & pleasantly cool
We have just heard of 5 deaths in this place to day–A young man by
the name of Whitaker who left a year ago for the Army in perfect
health died yesterday from Hemorhage of the lungs.  Mrs. Grants
child is to be buried at 9 O’Clock–Eliza has heard this morning
that Mr Mason is sick.  She feels badly about it–I have
just received a letter from Christian Campbell–I heard since
dining Mr Whitaker is not dead a false report.

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1862 October 19 Fauquier County, Va.

[from the diary of Anne Madison Willis Ambler]
Sunday, October 19, 1862
    I do not know why exactly, but my heart
is more filled with love for God than I have
felt it for a long time.  I have been so cold in
prayer, so lifeless,but to day I feel more that
I am not utterly forsaken by the Holy Spirit
then I have dared to feel for a long time.  I read
the II part of a sermon by Laurin from the text
Seek the Lord early while he may be found,
call upon him while he is near, Ish–
  I am so thankful that I read it; it brings
me nearer to God, But Oh, I am such a
weak, miserable sinner, rejoice to day & fall
to morrow–Is there any one on earth, who is
called a Christian that so often feels, dead, weak
& cold to Holy things as I do–I know how it will
be too well. As I sat to night alone, after reading- I
felt so many more good desires-springing up within
me that I thought I would never sin, any more
but I know too well that with to morrows
sun, all such feelings will pale–to
be  [?] by the side of such antagonists as are in
my heart–If I could only feel assured that
I am in the “right way”, &  striving to
fight the “good fight of faith,” But my
heart is so deceitful, so wicked above all
things that I can never know.  O, God wash
me with my Saviours blood & I shall be whiter than snow.
Fill me with the Holy Spirit for the sake of thy sun Jesus Christ
                            Amen

1862 October 19 Lynchburg, Va.

[from the diary of William M. Blackford, bank officer and former diplomat with five sons in the Confederate Army]

Sunday 19  Fine weather–Large congre-
gation.  Bishop Atkinson preached
able sermon–and nothing high
church in it–at night the he preached
again.  I liked him better than
in the morning.  He now reads
his sermons and his delivery  not near
as good–Called on him at Mrs Gar
lands–whom he came to see–There
is great deal of the churchman
about him.  He is fond of power
and disposed to stretch his authority
to the utmost.  I distrust him a
good deal–He spoke of the low
church Bishops of the north as
the Puritanical bishops and as all
bitter against the South –[which?]
is too true

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1862 October 18 Annapolis, Md.

Oct. 18th
Paroled Prisoner’s Camp Annapolis Md.
Dear Sir:
You will doubtless think I have
been rather careless in answering your
letter but when you hear my excuse I
think you will pardon me.
Your letter was brought to me
on Sunday Sept. 14th, on the Battle= ground
of South Mountain, before the engagement
commenced. You have doubtless heard
all the particulars of that hard fought
battle. I was taken prisoner about
sunset, in a charge on a rebel Battery.
I was in the front and left of our reg=
iment when the Rebs. outflanked us
on the left and several of us were
captured. We were marched to Boonsboro
and staid their until about 10 ‘clock at night
when the Rebs came through on their re=
treat, and we got up and marched to

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Shepherdstown, Va where we staid that
day and the next when they took us
back to the rear of the rebel lines where
we remained during the battle of Antie=
tem, and the next day, when being
joined by other prisoners amounting in
all to about 400 we commenced our
march for Staunton, 120 miles. During
our whole march we had nothing to eat
but green corn, until the last three
days when they gave us a pint of flour
each per day and about 1/3 lb of fresh
beef, without a pinch of salt for ei=
ther. We mixed our flour in the cups
and baked it in the ashes. We were
8 days going to Staunton where we arrived
on Saturday evening the 27th, when we
immediately got on board the cars [deleted: at]
and arrived at Richmond next morn=
ing. Here I took sick and was hardly
able to sit up during my 8 day stay
there. I had no medical attendance what=
ever. I spoke to two secesh doctors who

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took my name, but that was the last
I ever saw of them. I was placed
in a 3d story room of a tobacco ware=
house with 180 others. I lay on the hard
floor having nothing but a rubber blanket.
On the 6th of October we were sent to Hagers
Landing, where steamers were waiting to
bring us to this place.

I should like to give you the partic=
ulars of [deleted: our] the battle and of my capture
and imprisonment, but I have not
yet fully recovered my health and it
is quite a task for me to write. You
will excuse bad writing and composition
on this account. Answer soon and
let me hear all the news from Franklin.
Give my best respects to all friends,
my love to the gals and reserve my
sincere friendship for yourself.
D.R.P. Shoemaker 
David R. P.Shoemaker, 111th Ohio Volunteers to his [friend Henry A. Bitner?]

[transcript by the Valley of the Shadow Project]

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1862 October 18 New Bern, N.C.

[from the diary of Jesse Calvin Spaulding, Co. F., 25th Massachusetts]

Sunday
Oct 18
A very nice cool day.  I went out on drill
this forenoon.  This afternoon wrote a letter to
Mary partly answering hers which I received last week.
Have been reading the Fitchburg Sentinel of Oct 10th
but did not find much news–cleaned up my things
and loaded my gun.

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1862 October 18 Martinsburg, Va.

[from the diary of Frank C. Fitzhugh of Cutshaw’s Battery]

                          B to M, 9 miles
October                    Saturday          1862                                
     Jackson s whole army
started about 6 ½    taking
the turnpike to Martinsburg
     9 miles
went through M. about
2 P.M.  took road leading
N. West traveled 23 miles
   and camped

[transcript by Mary Roy Dawson Edwards]
 
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1862 October 18 “Eudora,” near Leesburg, Va.

[from the diary of Lt. John Tyler of Letcher’s Artillery]

Oct. 18th)  Pleasant morning
but cool frost last night.  Feel better, sat up.
Mr Braden sat a while with me after breakfast.
Spent the morning reading.  Miss L- has sat the
afternoon with me sewing – & on my coat – she
is also having me a shirt made, of material
she had, which she assures me she has no use
for, she is acting the part of a dear sister
to me, hope I may have the chance of acting a
brothers part towards her.  Jas has gone over
to the Millers, to have the pattern of my
shirt cut. – Je vis mon cheval ce soir, il [-]
condition admirable.  Had a pleasant confab with
Miss L- who passed the evening with me.  Head aches
rather more this evening.  Quite cool out.

[transcript by Mary Roy Dawson Edwards]

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1862 October 18 near Sharpsburg, Md.

[from the “War Journal” of George Hazen Dana, as compiled by him at a later date from his letters and diaries]

                                                           Camp near Sharpsburg.
                                                                Oct. 18th 1862.
Your No. 2. under date Oct. 10th was received by me
day before yesterday morning, just as we were
starting on a reconnaissance to the opposite side of
the river, whence we returned last night after
foraging some cornstalks for our cavalry and
killing a few rebels.        Our force consisted
of about 5000 infantry and 1000 cavalry, and a
battery of six pieces.        We advanced through
Shepherdstown – where the inhabitants, with very
few exceptions, looked any thing but friendly –
to about four miles from the river, and there
found an inferior force of the enemy inclined to
* opposite Shepherdstown –

                                                                                         25.
make a stand, but our shells soon made them change
their minds, and they skedaddled, taking their wounded
but leaving five of their dead on the field.        On
our side, one killed and three wounded in the 9th
Mass. by the bursting of a rebel shell.        We followed
up a little distance, taking a few prisoners, but night
coming on, we came to a halt in a corn field.
We had a cold chilling rain all night, soaking us
through and through, and nothing but hard bread
to eat – I suppose, taking the rain into consideration,
we may say we lived on bread and water – but
were fortunately allowed to build good camp fires,
by which we sat all night.        Toward morning,
however, it cleared up, which cheered us a little, though
one could not help feeling a little stiff at first.
But as we gradually dried up, we felt better, and
started on our march, trusting to send a shower on
the rebs, in return for our inhospitable reception.
But they were nowhere to be found, and about 1
o’clock we started on our return, the 32nd being the
rear guard, and we were kept on the “qui vive”, as
we rather thought the rebels would attack our rear,
but fortunately they did not try it.        The
march was a tough one, the roads being muddy
and slippery, but we reached the Potomac about

9 o’clock last night, foot sore and miserable with
the knowledge that we had the river to ford before
reaching camp.        The water was icy cold, and
the river, more than a quarter of a mile wide
at our crossing place, had been swollen by the rains
so as to be about waist deep, all the way over.
Bah!  wasn’t it cold.        Just imagine sleeping
in an ice cart on a cold December night, or a
cat sliding down a slated roof and trying to dig
her claws into the slates, or rather the sound caused
thereby, and you may acquire some slight idea of
the chills which shook the frame of
                                                           Your affect. Son.
P.S. Perfectly well today, however and in good
spirits.

[transcript by Mary Roy Dawson Edwards]

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