[from the diary of Anne Madison Willis Ambler]
Tuesday, August 5, 1862
It is utterly impossible to accomplish
either sewing or reading while I am nurse. I
get up early in the morning, dress all of the
children before breakfast & have every
intention to do something but when night
comes I feel that the day has been
throwd away. I can not bear this. I must
get a nurse if possible. I have a
great deal of washing to do now that
I am not housekeeping & I must
do it — for I know that when I begin
again I will have to work, more
than I have ever done before. Can
you imagine how we are to get along
without servants,– as to counting on the
lower class, in this part of the country
taking the place of our servants–It is
very plain to see they will not do it–The
democratic principle of equality has been
too often preached to them to teach
them better in a little while–if Va
will really be a free state–I think it will
be years before we can have any
comfort in white servants–It gives me
the blues to think of it–the idea
of coming into daily contact with
“poor white folks” as our darkies said–
I for one prefer the black.
[diary partially transcribed in 1972 by her granddaughter Anne Madison Wright Baylor]
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