[from the diary of Eliza Oswald Hill, refugee from Wilmington, N.C.]
Thursday 222d Liz & I took a walk around the Camous–But it
was too damp to walk far–I have just heard from Julius Wright
that Fred has gone into his country’s service. My heart is
weighed down with sorrow–& my spirits are low indeed–His dear
wife & sweet boy what will become of them? How can Sarah &
her mother bear up against this heavy blow–Oh it is distres-
sing to us all–& I have wept, until my tears refuse to flow
But their Country calls–The Enemy is at our very doors–& each man
must do his duty–Knowing the necessity –I bow in submission
tho’ I may never see their faces more–God’s ways are inscruta-
ble & his designs must be accomplished–May he preserve
my children from danger & shield them from the hands
of their Enemies–We are disappointed in receiving no letters
to day–I cannot tell where Tom is & Mr Mason does not write
I fear something is the matter with him
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